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As a child, Alex Kurzem faced a choice: be killed or join the killers. In the midst of the Second World War, he was separated from his family and taken in by a group of soldiers as one of their own. He was made a member of Hitler’s army – a toy soldier with his own rifle and miniature SS uniform. But what the soldiers didn’t know and what no one would know for decades: he was a Jewish boy masquerading as a Nazi to save his life. Alex lives with this false identity for so long, he no longer remembers who he was before – forgetting his parents’ faces, his birthday, his own name. But before he dies, Alex is determined to find the identity and family stolen from him during the Holocaust. This is the story Alex would tell the world decades later, but doubts quickly took hold and wouldn’t let go. Could a story so unbelievable be true? Or is this a con to profit from the Holocaust? Eighty years on, is it possible to uncover who Alex really is? Host Dan Goldberg unravels the true story. Get lost in someone else’s life. From a mysterious childhood spent on the run, to a courageous escape from domestic violence, each season of Personally invites you to explore the human experience in all its complexity, one story — or season — at a time. Hear episodes early and ad-free on CBC Stories Premium on Apple Podcasts. Season 1 | Run, Hide, Repeat: a story of a childhood spent on the run. Season 2 | Welcome to Paradise: a courageous escape from domestic violence. Season 3 | Short Sighted: an attempt to explain what vision loss feels like by exploring how it sounds. Season 4 | Sorry About The Kid: an emotional, deeply personal meditation on the loss of a sibling.

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Pauline Dakin

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324 Ratings

Janith

06/20/2024

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Janith the person telling the story is the victim
Dip

2d ago

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Jerk
Just cant

Jan 9

Teon77

Narrator personality problems
Season 1 was gripping

Jan 7

arrmd

I listened to season 1 while packing for a move. It was riveting. I may listen again to make sure I caught everything.
Short sighted

Jan 5

Lisa Anne 55

I look forward to listening to this series. Although my eyesight is pretty good my younger daughter has kerataconis. My husband is also developing retinitis pigmentosis. I have no idea how to process this knowledge
Season 1 Review

12/30/2024

Alum08

Fascinating story and well-told by Pauline. This would have gotten four stars from me except the audio is hard to hear at times. When she interviews her brother and a few others, their voices are so low it’s just hard to hear. If the audio was better, this would be four stars.
Huh?

06/23/2024

Decapat

On episode 3 and why doesn’t anyone realize that the pastor is lying to her and maybe her also her mother?
Stretched out and unsatisfying

02/23/2024

Janith

And the narrator could use a lesson on when to use “me” and “I.” Where are proofreaders when you need them?
Eh

04/01/2024

llij1975

It was honestly boring. I feel like there’s a story there, but there were so many interviews and talking to this person about this memory and so many random characters that you can’t follow it. And they never come out and say that what happened.
Great story

03/14/2024

Laukelmomof3

I disagree with the reviewers that say it could be told in a couple episodes - I think it paced well and was fascinating. Well told story of a couple families’ worlds. Sincere, interesting, told as the facts were revealed to the writer. I enjoyed it!